Classes start a week from tomorrow and I have yet set up a meeting with my teacher for student teaching. The current stumbling block... my CORI form. The results aren't in yet (or no one has mentioned they are in yet) which means I can't step on school property. I didn't get anything done that I hope to this semester break... observe some classes, get a head start on what I would be teaching, and start my reports that are due the first day back at Framingham State College. I feel like I'm spinning out of control and don't know which way is up.
On top of that, a personal issue I've been dealing with since the end of last month is still unresolved and that person hasn't said a word to me, even though I tried to communicate with them. Perhaps that is the answer to my question, but was still hoping for some sort of response from them.
I just feel like life is all over the place right now and I'm not in control of what is really important. Add the unknowning-ness to student teaching (another thing I'm freaking out about) and I just feel so lost.
Maybe once school is back in session, things will be better.